sleepless @ 3am
3:06 AM
But not tonight.
We've 11 fucken hours before the release of the GCE O' level results. Ughr, unable to speculate how things will turn out man. Oh well, you'll be there right, you'll share this moment of joy/sorrow with me. And yeah, hopefully you make in time to help me check out my results before my friends attempts to peek @ it. <:
Damn, I h8 my guts, honestly.
Sometimes, I don't dare tell you how much I really like you, or want you to be my side forever.
Forever, isn't the right word to use, but @ least sufficient time to know that we've been there for each other through it all, the furthest we can go, the tightest we're holding onto, the most extreme of just me and you.
But, why are such 'sensitive' issues so hard to speak bout?
The next thing I fear besides my fucken results slip, isn't the 12choices, but the fact that we may not be in the same poly, and the fucken fact that although we may be in the same poly, it'll definitely be a different course, and we'll be there to meet new people, what if...
What if, I'm not the one your heart feels for anymore. What if I'm not anymore. ): Devastating, thou it may seem like exaggeration.
Oh well, I'll trust you, put a little faith into 'us'. To hold the test of love.
Te' amo, <3
p/s: 10Q Sweetboy 4 sending me n' picking me up from work the previous day n' ystd. Haha! Don't complain ok, I know it's a chore. /: But happy only, cuz' when I'm next2you, oh man, absolute love!
1, 2 Babysteps, 3, 4 Babysteps, 5, 6, Babysteps.
Take it slow.
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