But because I was too insecure and had too many problems with myself, I pushed you away by pretending I wasn’t interested at first.

You had idea how badly I wanted to say yes whenever you asked me out.

I was burning for you, I’m that good of an actor.

We have the same soul. You’re me in boy form.

You have no idea how special you are to me, you’ve helped me to change.

You are an amazing, amazing boy. I wish you would believe that for half a second, and quit feeling so insecure about yourself.

There are plenty of fish in the sea, yes I’ve heard it many times. But I know for a fact, you are one in a million, and I’ll never find another boy quite like you.

Eightyfivedays, hunz. I love you sweetboy!

Fivemonthsninedays of endless convers, text, phonecalls.

Geez, how we spent last night's phonecall plainly reminiscing bout everything, like how we first started contacting, how wild you treated me, but in the end, you were retreated, you were astounded by the way I reacted to your attitude towards me. Things took a change for the better, phonecalls in n' out, day n' nite, you were always on my lonely mind. Your voice was always comforting nuff' to drift me off to sleep soundly. I knew I couldn't get enough of you, thou you said you were dangerous, I didn't mind, I went ahead, fell down on bare knees, cried sleepless nights away, fought on, and finally outta the league n' into your heart.

Taken this load off my mind now that you'll never be enrolled in the government insitution. But from the tone of your voice last night, you were pretty worried that we won't be able to spend much time together. Don't worry sweetboy, you preached to me what Pastor Prince said yeah, "Guard your heart, and God will guard everything else on the outside." No worries, I'll be there all the time. :)