Way back into love.
1:41 AMFuck, when will I stop losing this anger of mine and quit giving all those shitty attitudes to Bbyboy. Killing me manz. ): I really cannot find myself in me, not anymore. Sigh. But... Y'know why? The only reason is, cause' I'm afraid to lose you so much that I put myself in such a fit of tantrums that will drive you so mad. And, I'm really sorry bout' this. Fucking insane me.
Like I told you just now, I can't control. It's like my mouth speaks much faster than it take for my brain to process and feel everything. Until it really hit you so hard that you get mad at me, then I'll realise that I may be wrong. Cause' I'm afraid to lose you, I'll be even afraid to let my guards down and give you the green light to Freedom. Just afraid. Sometimes, I really wanna rip my heart out and implant it into your body man. :S
Y'know our beginning wasn't a stable one, didn't even know how we became official and I don't know how we managed to come so far, but we're made for each other, like really perfect fit. Don't think either of us will find another like the same. We'll just have to adjust to each others' differences. Sigh. It's gonna be tough, but Imma be strong. :)
Sorry Bbyboy! ):
Thanks alot for walking me home, and having to cab back yourself. Really appreciate that.
My Lord, please bless me. Amen.
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