Happy 8th Monthsary, hunneybunz! ♥

I love you, as always. :)

Yes, I agree you're someone that isn't easy to come by, I believe you're also one in a million, lastly I hope you're really the one for me, my happiness lies in your hands, Darling.

Although we've been quarreling, be it over minor or major stuffs, well, I guess it's something all couples have to face through the relationship. Fucking hell, hate quarreling over girls and your late night outs especially drinking, can really fuck my life. I know you're missing out the fun, I know you've been going back on your words cos' you certainly shown me that, I know that you're unhappy, I know I'm restriciting you alot, but why don't y'know that I'm doing all cos' of the past incidents you've caused? I cannot bear to come to terms with another mishap like this, I cannot bring myself to try to trust you should any happen again. I know you're selfish, but don't y'know even though I feel that you are, I won't go against you, and I've never had, besides what's the point of telling one not to do this while on the other hand, you're doing the same. Isn't that contradicting? Have you ever spared a thought for my heartfelts, have you...

So you think this is a tad too little for my already tattered heart to contain, I shall let y'know now, you're wrong.

For, you're the first boyfriend I've last the longest with, you're the first boyfriend whom shown me the best in you, the real honest you, though now that's partially gone already, you're the first boyfriend whom I've ever loved so much, and cried the hardest for, you're the first boyfriend whom I'm so persistent to keep by my side, well, you're like my first love, you're like the only existent boyfriend in my entire life! So please, bbyboy, I don't want ne'more heartbreaks... I just want us to be happy. Really.

Needa hunt for a job during the 2months' break.

Gotta get back on the line with bby, g'nights! :)