let the heart not be troubled,
9:13 PM
Ughr, Alex's text message, total spoiler, muthafuckaz. )': Ok, I'm over that.
I recall mom coming into my room, 0830hrs! Rise n' shine, I didn't know how I managed to find the energy to get up n' wash up. :> Prolly, you *winkssssss. Met cousin @ the Rock. She's almost an hour late from our actual meeting time. But she looks all shag n' haggard from the hangover last nite. I wonder how she made it thru the preaching.
Service @ the Rock was awesome today, n' hallelujah, I brought the bible out, feel so holy. K, nuff', carrying the bible around doesn't mean anything la! Tad hungry, had lunch before sending my cousin off2work. Ughr, she slept during preaching. /: Sinful eh! But Daddy God will forgive you. :>
Guess who I met...
Darling!
My stupid boyfran act geek, step one read newspaper. Omgz! LAO TIAN, JIU MING AH. O: Smackhimz x10. *Faints* He still tell me his bloody astrology shitz. /: My itchy hands, went to check it out too, ughr, whatever, I'm not disheartened by whatever the fengshui master say ok! Fuck man, simi lanjiao! @: I still check Momma's zodiac thing, am not disheartened so berry much! Thou it upsets me. But reality speaks, if you're gonna trust the stars, n' the moons, n' the skies, n' the whole lot of stupid shitload crap by the astronomers, nothing's ever gonna work out fine.
So yes, just me n' you, we'll work out fine baby.
Not only now, but the oncoming months. :>
Spiritual power, ah, feel it coming, let the heart not be trouble. Amen
Oh yes! I felt Daddy God's presence @ service today, swear la, no joke.
Damn it, mom n' couz said the same thing bout Bby today, thou it was @ different places, different timings. One, punk + violin shocks them much. Two, your 1st impression on them berry bad ok! Moreeeee... more.. But I'm always there, not to help you put in good words, but let them know how I feel bout you. :) Luvyou sweetboy! :*
Bye, wish I could spend the whole evening with you, seems like I can't, fuck, I miss you. ):
Payroll, plz come in fast, I want my Cheap Monday's!
H8 Daddy. )':
Why do you always go back on your words? Aren't you a man, man of your words >: Fucking upset, thou last nite's was really my fault, but you went overboard. You used the fucken recycled dirty black newspaper to whack my face, shitassz, didn't you see my stained black patches on my cheeks? Why couldn't you stop, you never, you bloody push me, telling me to get out. Hell no! I'm staying put, I'll stand foot here right on your ground. For you were always lecturing me b4 O' levels, your constant reminder telling me not to play afool, cuz' it concerns my future. You even assured me I could do anything I wanted, ANYTHING (except the drugs, alcohol, smoke, etc.) Why now? WHAT NOW, you pulling me back? Giving me your stupid curfews which are worse than b4 my O' levels. You fucken ass, I feel so disregarded, your empty promises, broken lies, torn all of me apart. If you don't know how to manage your anger/temper, shall I lead you, anger management classes much? Don't ever take me as your fucken punching bag, I'm human, mind you. >: FML
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