say i'm not your friend
12:53 AMSay I'm not your friend, say it.
Hello there,
my friend went to bed already, n' he said goodnite baby thou we're friends. )': FFL!
K, no joke.
I ditched my boy.
He says we're just friends.
We are.
I'm not sad, am I?
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.
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Truth be told, I'd be dead by now if everything above happened, if he really says, we're just friends, if I really ditch him. HA! Boo to all the suckaz who got punked, you fool. :)
9.9% drunk physically, 90.1% love drunk, sunken into Bby's romanticness.
Caught New Moon with Bby @ Vivo, then went to Clarke Quay, ji romantic yi xia! ~
But, I think he more romantic otw home than @ Clarke Quay. /:
New Moon was awesome, I like the werewolves! :B Fucking cute, although like fierce n' dangerous. Sad, Bby don't understand the plot. Nevermind, I'll read the whole Twilight Saga to him as bedtime story. Hold him up from his sleep. <: Hehe.
Really hungry right now. )':
Didn't eat dinner, but Bby ate already. Ughr, famished.
Yet, the thought of Bby leaving for Beijing in bout' 4 days time...
Sigh, sad bitch. What a sad life.
Mom doesn't care bout me ne'more. Who to turn to?
Bby? I'm afraid he might leave me too.
Who else?
Just die bitch, die, no one will bother.
I've no direction, n' life's meaningless.
I'm working, but I may lose this job soon cuz' Imma girl, n' why do they need a weak girl in room service?
For a moment, I felt love, but then the next, I feel so alone.
And why is my sweetboy always trying to cheer me up, only to find that he also needs someone to make him happy too, and I can't be that someone, cuz' I haven't been happy lately. Aite, he deserves better, but I think I'm the best. /: Although, on the scale of 1-100, he only rates that he like me, '1' ONE only... )':
Sweetboy, just recall how tight I hugged you near the pier after I claimed how much I hated you and wanted to ditch you... I wanted to say I really like you alot and I want you to stick with me for as long as possible thou forever is never possible. Don't leave me plz, don't stray, don't ever go away. Just that I couldn't make out the words so I said, " plz don't leave me... "
Lastly, stop breaking my heart. Fragile k, O: Really sad @ the pier, you stupid boy. But thanks for today, <3
We'll never be friends, will never be~
“ So many ways to say “I love you”, but never enough to say how much.
If you'd ask me if I'm okay, I'd say, I'm fine, thank you.
But I'll never be, not till I've fought this battle, not till these tears stop falling down.
Fuck.
Bby, hold me to sleep, will you, tell me everything's okay, tell me you'll stand by me, tell me I'll make it thru.
)':
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