FML
1:24 PM31st, New Year's Eve - Countdown!
Fuck manz, what a way to start my new year, early new year, I got slapped by my Dad, oopsy daisies! I should say he's rather ignorant, n' oh well, he doesn't 518 still caters after 12midnight. Like hello, only mrts don't do that, if not then, Singapore isn't a good transport hub already. I suggest he should take a trip down there, but he said "Don't challenge me!" in your face nincumpoop! :-)
Should have listened to Bby n' slept early right, ah, fml! )':
Ne'way, yesterday wasn't good day either. Till I received Bby's text, I couldn't help but feel so empty deep down under. Sigh. And then, when he typed those.... FUCK MY LIFE! Totally upside down, before I met Belynda's cousin to take things from him, I was already in tears, all the more, while I was o.t.p with Cheryl, hallelujah, so tormenting la. I fear the worst lor. I didn't want to go to work either. )':
" And they say, she's so lucky, she's a star, but she cry, cry, cries her lonely heart, thinking, if there's nothing missing in her life, then why do these tears come @ night. " - Britney Spears, Lucky.
Beneath those hazel eyes of mine, you'll see the burdened side of me, the one, where I'm always hindered by little things, the side where I won't put on a brave front anymore, the side where I will never mask with a smile. The only side, you'll see me cry so hard till you're devasted yourself. Y'know, you've got the power to make me weak inside, but don't take advantage of it. I don't know if you're constantly lying just to keep me by your side a little longer, or just to make me feel better. I don't know if you've been always truthful n' faithful. Sometimes, when you put in a little trust, let down all your guards, only to find yourself volunteering to this misery.
And yes, it's true, I cannot smile till I see you again. )':
Oh well, I wonder how much longer can we both last, I wonder how much more I can hold onto, I want everything, I want nobody nobody but you, I'm selfish, I don't want you to be like how you were in the club. I want you only for myself, I want to eat up all of your free time, I want it all, only to me, and me!
FML. )':
I h8 clubbing 4 life!
H8 guys who club too, esp. my boyfran!
H8 my parents cuz' they were @ Zirca last night! )':
H8 CLUBBERS LA. CHEEBYE.
But, I still heartscszxsz my girlfriends who club.
H8 muthafuckers who grind n' hug other girls although they've a girlfriend. )':
So what if you enjoy doing all that? In time to come, I'll only start to realize that I'm not as important to you anymore, cuz' you can reach out for another girl so easily, hug another girl, yeah, fuckmylife. _|_ Why Bby? I know you're not serious, I know this r/s doesn't mean alot to you... But still, haiz nuff' said. )':
Sigh, Valencia's in the hospital, she's got food poisoning.
Get well soon, QTpie!
Now what, I cannot go out today! )': FUCKMYLIFE. )':
My dad says, I've created too much trouble for him lately n' my boyfran's one of em'. What la, I need to bonding right, nabei, I never bonding with my friends either, you also don't want bonding with me. Hongkan!
Wtf, you listened to her comments of my boyfran, hahaha, fuckyou in the face, I'll show you, I'll prove to you. Why you've a problem cuz' my boyfran got alot of piercings? Well, my ex has it too, so many ah! ._. You got a problem cuz' my boyfran looks like some punk, well, my ex all also lidat, wannabe only what, he doesn't act like one, @least not infront of me, and now that I know him well! ._. You got a problem cuz' you're not a pretty boy like my boyfran? Toooo bad! Daddy sucks alot when he doesn't want to listen to my explanations and understand me.
Last year's newyear was fucked up cuz' I just broke up with Chang, now what, my dad's ruining all my plans?
What bout summerbreeze, marina barrage, esplanade, fuck man. WO HEN SAD. )': Bring me out somebody! Outta this house, I promise I'll be back when the sun shines down. FUCK OKEH, I h8 em'.
Riverside Muthafuckers! I'm comin back for more, just so y'know. Ha, I'm going to be that rebel kid, the one that you'll h8 4 life! Why? You drove me to it, I'm so unpredictable, you like it now? You happy now? Cuz' when I try to be that one kid who doesn't rebel, who doesn't stay out late without their parents knowing, who spends @least a day out with the family, it all gets screwed up. Oh well... Make a din, throw a fuss, show me what I need, give me all I want.
Dear Lord, I need you here with me tonite. )': I'm lost, I need a direction. I could sing of your love forever.
Ughr, my stupid boy's still sleeping or sth. God knows. I wonder what's he doing... I miss him deepshitz. So shingz, n' I cannot go out with clique either! Haiz. )': FML. FML. FML. FML. FML. ):
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