breathless
12:33 AM
Izit gonna take long?
No, it ain't.
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Just like how we kissed goodbye yesterday,
it won't take long.
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Just like how time passes fast @ work yesterday,
it won't take long.
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Just like how abruptly our phonecall ended last nite,
it won' take long.
So are izit gonna be long before I see you again?
No, it won't take long! :-)
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Well, is your Beijing trip gonna be long?
No! It won't either.
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Is this post gonna be long?
Well, betcha'
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Hello there!
I'm going to bring Tsunami into Singapore already. )': Bby has safely arrived in 北京 , cuz' I just received his text an hour ago. But he isn't replying anymore. Well, I didn't sleep well last nite either, was still on the phone with Cheryl @ 02:22, hung up around 02:24 cuz' Bby wants me to sleep early! Woke up @ 05:38, dropped a text to Bby's phone. Felt so empty, hot tears scalded my cheeks, the feeling... Ughr, I miss Bby! ): Slept thru, till the bloody contractors came to renovate the apartment upstairs, 07:29! I tried to sleep, but the drilling continued till 11:13. And right now, it's still going zzzz.. zzz...zzzzzzz......... Pukimakau!~
Well, but then hit replay on yesterday's again, awesome!
@Sweetboy's house till I clocked in for work. I sat infront of his desktop, only to find out he was watching drama again! Then he came in with a glass of water, went out again, and brought in a plate of Oreo Cheezcake! 2 slices somemore. OREO CHEEZCAKE EH! :-) Wtf, I asked him where he got it, he said, some Samaritan gave it to him as sample. Hahaha, what a joke! I ate one slice only, fattening eh. He purposely wanna make me put on weight, but I wasn't greedy.
My stupid boy tried to cold war with me cuz' I rejected him 'arrogantly' when he asked me to help him put on his earring. Ughr! I didn't know till we were almost near Eunos. /: Am really sorry Bi, but I did listen when you were trying to teach me how to put it on! Nevermind, you returned your favour already. Lucky our cold war fell through, cuz' you can't bear to leave me feeling that way.
Clocked in for work. Damn! 1st thing I did, check roster, I'm working only on the 14th n' 15th. Should have taken yesterday off to spend more time with Bby. Oh well~ Went to change then 15mins break with Farhan. He so funny, I couldn't swallow my food. But he was nice nuff' to share his drink with me. Work was slack, went down to Pete's Place twice only! And the Captain Chan didn't even order me around already. <: Yessssssss man. So I auto, fill ice glasses n' all. :) Swear I super auto when I knew there was Pete's place order. *Winkkksz.
Train'd home with Ben n' Hadi. I wonder if last nite's tippings was 4+ bux or did Ben gimme his too. O: Ne'way, the train passed by Bby's condominium, around 11:48, thou the train was earlier last nite, the night sky was still the same velvet blue, but one thing changed, Bby wasn't on the phone with me, he wasn't at his window looking out at my train telling me, " I can see your train. " )': Wo yao ku le. Then I started off with my 4page text. He called me, talked till I was home.
I returned another call after he couldn't feel his phone vibrate. Didn't talk much, didn't even get to hear him say goodnite Baby. )': Then my dad ji spoiler yi xia! Dropped another 11page text to Bby's phone. Hehe. :) Then I set the picture he bluetooth'd me as wallpaper n' tried to sleep. Not till Cheryl called. Yeah. Hallelujah~
And today, I'll be down @ Hyatt's to clock in another 7hours.
Tomorrow will be off day n' Barbecue @ Coasta Sands. :-) I want more dates to fill me in so I will not miss Bby so much n' hence won't bring tsunami into Sg. 17th still available! Bluesheep, hurry date me. 18th-20th, off to Sunway. And, Bby will be back on 20th too! With my panda bear hopefully. ):
I want to climb into bed with Bby n' have him hold me throughout the entire night. With no make-up to hide imperfections, I want to feel the intensity and warmth of his breath on the back of my neck without a cotton barrier. I want to feel every jolt of nervousness and doubt as he trace his fingertips over my body. I want to feel every curve and angle underneath his skin as he press his body up against me. I want to be trapped in his embrace. I want to be suffocated with the scent of him surrounding me; the roughness of a man’s hands as he traces lines over my own skin, taking pieces of me away and giving me mismatched pieces of himself to treasure and hoard for eternity.
I want to close my eyes and feel nothing, think of nothing, but him and the way I fit perfectly into his arms, how we surely must have been created from the same mold. I want his body wrapped around me so tightly that I can only just catch my breath. I want my skin to tingle with his movements as he fidgets in his sleep, excited simply by the prospect of feeling his hands on me. I want him to bury his face into my neck, my hair, and tell me that he adores me. I want him to whisper words of devotion into my ear as I drift off into sleep, and I want him to continue hours after my breathing has deepened and my body relaxed. I want to wake up in the morning and squeeze my eyes shut, lying as silently still as possible so as not to wake him, just to prolong that precious moment. I want to belong and share and know what it is to love and be loved again without awkwardness or doubt or anxiety. I just need you. ):
How'd you like my wordy post? /:
Okay, be back with pictures, if I have any.
Off to watch Hi my sweetheart, don't know why Sis' so caught up watching it.
Bye suckaz. All content copyrighted!
The first time ever I saw your face I saw the sun rise in your eyes; That the moon and the stars were a gift you gave to the dark and the empty skies, my love, to the dark and the empty skies. The first time ever I kissed your mouth I felt the earth move in my hand, like the trembling heart of a captive bird that was there at my command, my love, that was there at my command. The first time I ever lay with you and felt your heartbeat close to mine, you're the best thing that happened to me.
TAG REPLIES
baby: YO,,hunney take care k?and rmb to miss me!! cya soon,btr get fatter!haha more cute=)....zhao.
Wah, touched man Bby! :-) 1st time tag. Sure, will takecare n' miss you deeeeeeeeeeeeep. Berrie fat for sure. Wo sibei ai ni. :*
SHIRLEYK;: Bluesheep ! Xie xie ni help wo post blog, Ai si ni le . meet soon kayz (: ? :D
Hey bluesheep, <: No problem. Luvdieyou, kay! Roti prata. ^.^
FEEDTHE-MUMMIES: http://feedthe-mummies.livejournal.com/ DRESSES/TOPS/JACKETS BELOW 26!! CAN BE NEGO!! :D
Julia: What a coincidence! Haha. Meet up soon ^.^
See you round', :-) No time to meetup yeah. Need to meet my bitches.
'CHERYL ?: Hahahaha , your hair looks short in your latest post :D
'CHERYL: Takecares uhhs !!!!
Laughs, short hair!? Sure babe. :-)
Belynda: Nvm, i try to get some for your belated bday present and christmas present k^^ SEE, I SO NICE! SAY YOU LOVE ME QUICK, CNT ONLY LOVE YOUR BOY RIGHT! Sad liao lah. And, where's my bday present ah?! Jk^^
Belynda: Haha, you sibei straightfoward lah! Lol. Plz try to make it on the 16th lehhhhhh!): Omg, Cherie Ng, you alot of things on your wish list eh?
Hehe, 16th, sure thing. :B Yeah, if only Santa see. )': Okay babe, I love you. Can see? I LOVE YOU, MUACKKKKKKKKS. :* Chey, I don't love my boy. Buyao sad, your present otw!
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