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It's picking up the phone, when that person crosses your mind.
Trying to suppress the disappointment, that overcomes you when that person doesn't reply your texts.
You're angry, but it's really just denial and restlessness of caring so much for that person.
Instead of finding that name in the phonebook, your fingers find their way across the keypads.
It's as if they've been there a thousand times.
As each number appears on the screen, you're still waiting for her text.
You want to resist connecting the call.
Yet you know you won't just be satisfied with your screen illuminating with a message signed by her anymore.
Then your hand races for the button which would make the call.
Every ring creates a new anticipation.
On the first ring, the anger starts to fade.
On the second ring, you're trying to deceive yourself everyone takes the same time to pick up a call.
On the third ring, you feel you've done something wrong.
On the fourth ring, your mind is in pandemonium.
On the fifth ring, the anger is revived, you want to blame her so badly, but you will isn't that strong.
.... And she breaks the succession of ringing by picking up the call.
Anger diminishes as her voice breaks the silence.
You deserve an explanation, but all you want is her reply.
Breaking your chain of thoughts, you're desperate to let her know how worried you've been.
You're completely engaged in the conversation.
Her voice, a soothing melody that tames you.
When love runs out of words, you're gratified hearing her breath on the other line.
You should let her get some rest now, but you selfishly refuse to hang up.
Cause, you'd rather hear her fall asleep.
As she does so, you whisper gently, 'I Love You' and hangup.
Within seconds, your phone vibrates and her name appears on your screen.
She bids you, 'Goodnight, Sleep Tight. I Love You Too.'
Your mind is set at ease and you can't wait for tomorrow as you close your eyes.

Credits: Jasper
Taken from: http://e-cstasyy.blogspot.com/

Hello Readers, <;

Okay, it's been a long time since I updated in cyberspace, can't help it, I've been studying the past 300hours @least. Am overruled by a sense of accomplishment, but it's just the beginning, I've to mug on for another 50days or so before O'lvls are over. ): I'm proud to annouce that my prelims ended on Thursday! Anyway, got back Maths, Additional Maths, Chinese, English Paper 1 o'lady. <; Guess how I fared, well...

Maths: B3
Additional Maths: F9
Chinese: C5
English Paper 1: C5

Maybe I can't push up my Chinese grades any further? Cuz' even thou I never "yongxin" (use heart?) and do the paper, it still ends up being a C5. But I'll still try, I'm going to complete one practice paper by Monday. Hopefully, getting a B3/4 is already good enough! ^^ There's an improvement in Maths, jumped two grades since Mid-years, I'm not stopping there. Mind you, my Maths' is A1 standard, just that I'm fucking slack and not in the right mind to study kind. Additional Maths? Prolly just give up or start now and at least pass the paper. :)

Forget that for now, I'm waiting for the pizza to arrive and then I'll leave for tuition.
Mmmmmmm... Group study? Shall see. :)

Days, either good or bad, sunshine or rain, cloudy or stormy, exams or school, were spent with the usuals. <;
Thou I may not feel as close to all of them, but somehow they never fail to brighten up my day.
May we spend the final days in secondary school like this, just like this, plz.

Somehow I feel that someone isn't being herself lately, she hasn't been the cheerful sort nowadays. Well, perharps the decisions made were self-satisfactory and to appease all, she wants take that chance, do it right but if her heart's not into it or the other party can't seem to trust her then... What for. Don't get hurt sweet, you can't afford to nurse that kind of pain now. All the best then! LAST LONG. ^^

FUCK. I got this fucking ulcer on my left inner gums, must get rid of it.
O'rights. Bye all! :)