And, now who am I suppose to watch Monga with....
I've fucking spoilt BBboy's mood, and maybe his plans too, but this ain't stopping him from hanging out with his friends either. Oh fine, this is so infuriating.... I don't always get my way with things. Pardon me.

Well, so now, the problem, lies with me, seriously, fuck it.
I don't understand why BBboy is picking on me so badly this time, but then, I know I'm @ fault. Okay, at least I'm willing to make a change... But... he shouldn't be reacting this way.....

I'm so sorry that you're tired of going alongside with my fucken curfews, I'm very fucked up with it, and so are you. Please okay, you're not alone, you're not the only one who feels so fucked up inside, me too. And you don't know how it feels to get by this kind of life. Thanks for your constant reminder... that this fucken priceless youth of mine is slowly depleting and that I've to spend it well.

Tied down by my daddy's curfew is something I really do abhor, don't cha, I'm not some primary schoolkid, I'm turning seventeen, already sixteen, in another few years time', I'd be a young adult. How I wish, this would fucking get off my back soon.

Being stucked in the middle... leaves me so confused. I see how BBboy could make me his priority, and like depart with his friends for me, having his life turning 360 degrees, putting up with my curfews, getting home as early as 7pm, feeling all alone.... I know, okay, I know.... So, there's no reason why I cannot do the same for him too.

I fucking wanna break this curfew of mine too. Sigh...
Having to reach home before 9pm is so unusual for a teenage girl like me, 12midnight would be more reasonable. Fuck it!

Kaninabeichaocheebyeyoumotherfuckingcurfew.... I wanna cry this heart out..... I wanna drink, till I get wasted..... I wanna feel so numb........ I wanna get some time alone with BBboy under the stars.................. I wanna, wanna wanna, bring this fucken curfew down.....

Fuck my life........