all my scars are open,
11:03 PMI have found the paradox, that if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love.
WE NEVER LAU THE YUSHENG THIS YEAR, >':
This year's lunar new year is so mundane, where's the crowd?
Omgz, this can't be happening.
But I must say, the red packets fucken awesome. ^-^ (but I got lesser than my siblings.)
Who's the ediotz, stole my red packet, hurry give back! T^T
p/s: Eyebags hurry reduce la, w/o makeup ystd n' today, still must bai nian, /: Look so chui. )':
Truth be told:
No wonder I fucking woke up around 0444hrs last nite, n' felt my right eyelids twitch badly. Bad omen much, yeah you've guessed it.
Sometimes, I hope that one day, if you lose me, I hope you'd mess up n' as hard as you try to keep me there with you, as I slip through the cracks of your broken heart. I hope it destroys you, b'cuz you realize you’ve lost the person you once called your everything. I hope you see every moment you spent together spin away down the drain like it was waiting to happen. I hope you stay up @nite b'cuz I'm on your mind n' when you fall asleep, I haunt your dreams. I hope my smile stays etched on your mind like a scar that won’t fade away. I hope you realize that you’re a new person b'cuz of me, I hope your new self will feel incomplete without me, n' you'd miss the old you. -The one that was okay with being alone, b'cuz you’d rather be the heartbreaker than the heartbroken.
But, I'll never do this. Swear. In my entire life, unless, there's no way out. Avoid this, by all means. You'll never lose me, Darling. I'll never lose you too.
p.s/ I'd be lying if I told you losing you was sth I could handle. Period.
Yet I've to admit, last night's, was a horror. I'll go bonkers man if I were @ the scene, fuck the bunch of slutz, you motherfucking cunts, don't you have better dickheads out there, desperados. The thought of this, ughr, fucken cheap, stoop yourselves to the level of the hookers in the red-light district. Omgz, madness.
Bad romance? No, worse V'tines I suppose. /:
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