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9:25 AM

No one's getting in my way, fuck.you.
I know what I'm doing, just for once, believe me.
Am already on the edge, I'm hanging.
I'm depressed, am upset, just let me off, I hate being suppressed.
I'm crying inside yet you don't hear me.
I feel like a criminal, but afterall, I'm human, I've feelings.
Just shut up.
FUCK OFF.


Hi World,

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NOISE FTW. NEIGHBOURS DOING DRILLING UPSTAIRS, FUCKING NOISY, CAN'T CONCENTRATE. I FUCKING REGRETTED BEING GOOD TO STAY HOME. HELL ANNOYING MANZ. ): In your face, mofo. Not in the mood anymore.


Pig's so nice to help me check my practical timing. ^^
Thanks pig. <: Just retrieved mms cuz my phone can't open it. ):

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While study break started since school ended last Friday, and I've been making it a point to take every opportunity to use it wisely. But when things go wrong... fuck-the-world. )': Thanks to my sister, I think yesterday's will be the last time I study out. I told her I'd be back around 8plus, God knows what she told Daddy. And boomz, blew it all.

Am really fustrated bout not going out to study. They can't seem to understand nor accept the fact that it'll be studying out, studying, I mean it. And thing is, in a group. No more than 4 people. I studied @ Bedok with Aimiko and that assz. ^^ Productive I should say, got help in my physics. Awesomeeeeee, but the ediot keep asking why I so stupid. ):

Nabei, have to abort study plans today and study @ home, HOME eh mind you. ._. Still had plans to do night studies but I don't think I'll have the mood since someone spoiled my plans. Fuck. When Dad asked me where I went to, I told him Bedok, he asked why Bedok, I said it's way better than Pasir Ris, peaceful too. He replied me, your head, Bedok's the most happening town. For once I'd tell you Bedok's better cuz I went there myself.

Then he asked me to show him what I've done, I showed him, and he said " Why you showing me?" WTF. Hello-o! You ask me to show you what I've done there. My hours of productive revision and what the hell are you talking bout. ._. Then he said, anyway I go there talk cock sing song, plz man, the ambience there isn't very good to be talkative. Everyone's immersed in their books. Then he said bout my phone, text messaging. I said I didn't text anyone, everyone I needed to text was with me, and he asked me to show him, kay. I showed him, arranged by contacts. He was like, you can delete what. Eh, walao, it takes time to delete so many texts.

HAHAHA. Finally, he walked out of the room, and he said this " Ah, I can't be bothered with you la, ..." Utterly dissapointed cuz you couldn't find anything against me that would aid your suspicion? That's bcuz I was telling the truth, and only the truth.

I'm fucking freaking out and you're still playing mind games with me, thinking that I'm not studying. As much as you're worried for me not being able to do well, I am even more worried. More than you ever thought.

HOME? I can't study @ home la. I don't want. ): I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home! I don't want to study @ home!

For today, I'll be good and stay home, try to finish notes. But not tomorrow, I need help on my practicals, and no one will get in my way. Fucking scared. Thank God, test tubes will be provided! C: Pray hard Physics practical won't come out on Pendulum or Refraction, hate it ttm!

Okay, Mom bought breakfast from Macs.
Going2eat, bye for now!

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