miserable @ best.

8:58 PM

And it feels like, we belong together.
So, someone please tell me where do I start.


Madness, we're almost 9 months into 2009, 3 days closer to Prelims, 57 days more to O' levels. And I'm still stuck on my laptop, haven't date my books for 9hours. Cause' I haven't been able to concentrate on Social Studies + I'll be sitting for that paper on Thursday. Yes babies, tell me I can do it plzzzzzzzzz, push me further, I need motivation.

Tried to focus with my dining room lights flickering, fuck. Just can't get into my head. Declined Jasper's offer to study outside, I bet he won't or maybe I won't. ^^ Already made myself clear that Sundays are reserved strictly for family only. Not even tempting me to S.H.K or grab sth nice. I won't fall for it.

Anyway, cuz called in, asked if I would like to fill in her empty slot to Playclub, pretty plzzzz. I turned her down, for the 1234567887653456th time, the fact that I'm taking my O's this year just can't get into her head. And her biggest fear, of me binging on alcohol has worn off right, right anot! That's why you fucking asked me out again. Hell no, be a darling pleasezzzz.

Secretaffair asked me out to Shisha this tuesday, gave it a miss. Don't wanna make a futile trip to Haji Lane and get rejected. K.O! Hahaha. Y'know, Singapore has been tightening up on the smoking part ya, and they may ban Shisha here. I'll do something healthy this tuesday instead of clubbing/shisha. Me go swimming with Mama and Bro, then buy new school shoes and hopefully add a few more colours to my wardrobe. :)

Btw, Happy Teacher's Day in advance.
They've been the pillars of education since I first enrolled into pre-school. Am fucking grateful to them for where I stand today. Thou, it's not my wish to get into Coral. O: Gonna be happy cos' I get to workout again. Like, play ball games against teacher? Definitely not, scared of the ballszx. I suppose we'll walk 4km lah. Need some brainfood now!

Tata.

XXX

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